I am not going to lie to you. Sometimes.... I forget that myself. Life always seems so tough. There are many days where I feel like I cant do anything worth while.
I still have moments where I doubt EVERYTHING in my life right now. I am cool, calm and collected when I need to be. Something I want you to understand is that I am broken inside and it hasn't been fixed yet. It is slowly healing but I've have taken so many years of heartbreak and broken promises that I no longer know how to trust anyone. I MEAN ANYONE... sometimes, I forget that I have my own blood to rely on or trust. Even still, you gotta know, that I have been in situations where I have found out that I really cannot trust or depend on anyone but myself. Trust and believe that I have let myself down a few times, but I am a new me and regardless, I will always have my own back no matter what. Life is one of those things where you never know whats coming and you just have to take it a day at a time.
KEEP IN MIND: YOU ARE FUCKING STRONG.
Don't let anyone take that away from you. You live your life to make yourself happy!!!! I have lived the majority of my life trying to make others happy and here recently I have learned that this is NOT what life is about!
LIVE LIFE FOR YOU. MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY FIRST! :)
Well I am going to keep it short. Look for another post soon!
this is me signing off! ttyl loves.
remember chin up and arms out. Take life a day at a time.
~tbabes <3
