Dear My Past,

The things that I went through in my life made me who I am today.  So here is a little letter to all those who came and went in my life and taught me valuable lessons.

Dear people of my past,

There has been numerous of times where you have broken me, pushed me to my limit and continued to abuse me both mentally and physically. 

To that ex who became a bit stalkerish and tried to date/talk to someone in my family. Fuck you... You had no right to become so attached. We were young and naive. It was a summer love. Yes we got along and that was great. However, as we became more serious, there were plenty of red flags. Im sorry we didnt work out, I am glad that we were able to grow and learn from that relationship. I am happy that you have found someone that loves you for you.

To the few exes that had a small hygiene problem... please fix it. Shower at least twice a day. Even if you did nothing all day but lay in bed. Maybe its just a me thing... but I feel like if you dont feel clean then you arent. Dude, brush your teeth also at least once when you wake up and once before bed. It is very important to wash your hair, your body and ya ass!... Im just saying...I hope after us you took that with you .. I pray that you did. I am happy that you are married and have a family. The other person in this category, you will find your one. Its not me but that perfect women for you is out there waiting. It just takes time and patience.

To those damn exes that thought that I was always cheating.. please know that if I was cheating, I wouldnt hide it from you. If it is hidden then how are you going to know that you are doing something wrong? I feel that yall always thought I was cheating because I am so friendly. but get over it, that is who I am. Its not like Im going home with anyone else. HELLO, YOU STAYED AT MY PLACE.. TF.. GTFOH. I am loyal and faithful and will do anything for the person I am with. Unfortunately, you guys took advantage of me and Im done with that.

To all those who doubted me and continued to bring me down. FUCK YOU TOO. I LOVE ME NO MATTER WHAT!

I want to thank one person in my past that gave me the strength to be who I am today. She meant the world to me and I could never thank her enough. I love you Violet, you were like a grandmother to me.. you were my grandmother for that time frame. You made me love myself for my flaws and all. Thank you. R.I.P GMA Violet, my angel in Heaven.









This is me signing off loves.
Remember, chin up and arms out. Take life a day at a time. <3