Hello loves, its been a while since Ive been on. Life has been so busy.
I am trying to keep my spirits up and move along with life.
So many may think that I post way too much of my personal life into my blogs, but what you have to understand is that this is my outlet. I call it "Vents of Air" for the simple fact of me being able to vent... to express myself... to release all my held back emotions and thoughts.
Lately I have been on an emotional roller coaster. I have recently quit smoking cigs so that I could have better chance of becoming pregnant once I decide that I would like to reproduce mini mes. (The world better prepare.. oh goodness) I have been needy, whinny and damn near "I'm gonna kill you" annoying --- and that is just me to myself... HA. Imagine what it is like for those around me!
I have a lot of insecurities. With a lot of people that I have dated, I have always been their "first" Asian. Everyone has this mindset where they unintentionally stereotype everyone they meet. Then I turn out to be NOT what they expected. I do warn people ahead of time though. I know myself. I have a semi-dominant personality, I am constantly hot and cold(some may say I am bi-polar), and I go from 0 to 220 in 2 seconds flat. One thing I wish that people could understand is that I joke around a lot... like I may not seem like I am, but I really do. Sometimes I do it to see what your reaction is to it. Yeah, yeah... I know what you're thinking.. why play with people like that. I AM A FREAKING PSYCH MAJOR. I dont play with no one. Human interactions and emotions.. it is interesting to see how each individual reacts to certain things. Maybe I am an asshole for that... eh.
Lets see.... what else? Cooking.. If anyone has any suggestions or recipes they want me to try, send them to me! I want to learn new recipes and try new things. I am also trying transition to being a vegetarian.. so definitely send those. I dont oppose things with meat though. My amazing significant other is down to ALMOST try anything lol. SEND SEND SEND!!!! Ready, set, GO!!!
A note that I want to leave you guys on is.. always be positive and move forward. There is no need to dwel on something that will not change. I totally love when people know that I am capable of doing things and encourage me. I know that I am capable of doing it, I just need that push to go and do it. I can push myself, of course, but that extra support is very helpful. I have to sacrifice somethings to get it done, but I definitely know that it'd be worth it. SO STAY POSITIVE AND MOTIVATED!
This is me signing off loves.
As always, chin up and arms out... take life a day at a time.
Everything will get better, I promise.
-tbabes <3
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