I have not felt like a horrible human being as I do today.
I never meant to hurt someone as I did.
Now thoughts are running through my mind.
How did it ever get to this point?
Was it something that was a long time coming? From a previous experience?
You always want things to go alright with everything you do, correct?
Never does one instantly have the ill intention to fuck shit up.
I try my hardest not to... Multiple times a day.
Not all people are the same though as previously stated in my last blog.
You have to be careful with what you say and do and to whom. This shit is mad serious. I never really knew the seriousness of that until recently. I have never had to deal with someone who just doesn't know how to let go. I guess it was my fault because I never knew the severity of this situation.
(Just FYI I am going to be rambling like a mad man)
I feel that I am worth being with someone amazing... but when things like this happen I feel single is what I should be. No more heartbreaks... No more worries... No endangering anyone. Im just distraught.. I may have messed up a good thing and I am just a little torn by it. For now I am going to lay low. No one needs stuff like this in their life. There is no need for it.
Life is amazing and there are amazing people in this world.
I have been lucky to meet a few and one more recently..
So be you and do not conform to society.
Moral for today is just... Be careful with the people you associate with. They may not think like you and take things the wrong way.
This past week has been an excellent example for me learn from. I will never put anyone else through this again and I will do the same for me.
So once again.. chin up and hands out.. take each day one at a time. Good and Bad.
This is me signing off.
See you soon loves.
-tbabes <3
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